Assignment 26 - Celebrating Failure

My Failure
In the entirety of my college career I have never failed an exam. The lowest I have ever scored on a college exam is an 88. Going into Business Finance I was cautious but confident. I had heard of how difficult the course was. From day one I knew the class was going to be a tremendous amount of work. I studied day and night for that class. During the first exam I clearly remember the feeling of panic traveling through my body as I read through the questions. That Finance exam was the first exam I have ever failed in college. It left me depressed and disappointed. I, however, did not allow myself to sit stagnant. I looked back at what I could have done better, and created a development plan for myself. I am working day and night in the pursuit of a better grade in the course. I will not rest until I have achieved my goal. What that failure taught me is that you cannot approach everything the same way, and that some things will not come naturally to you.

Reflection
I see failure as an opportunity for growth. Failure is not a sign to stop. It is a sign that you must start again elsewhere. Because of this, I handle failure very well. All I need to do is take a step back and reevaluate my situation. It is all about perspective. Failure builds tremendous character, and I would not be the person I am today without it. This class has not changed my perspective on failure. Instead, it has reinforced it. I came into this class with the idea that failure is not a bad thing and is common. That seems to be the general perspective of failure in this course. Additionally, I believe that I am equally as likely to take risks as I was a few months ago. This is because I have always been very open to risk and have not changed my behavior towards it.

Comments

  1. Failing an exam can be one of the worst feelings in the world. I'm not a great test taker so I'm always really scared right before the start of an exam. My anxiety builds up and it gets to the point where I feel physically sick. I'm proud of you for taking this opportunity to grow instead of dwelling on what was. Great job and good luck in the future.

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